hahayyy :)

Heem i am sorry about my long boring story on my last blog.
I'm kinda been draged to my old memories at bandung.
So just a quick info, i am happy with my saturday nite :)) although i miss my bf hahahahaha

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This weekend went out to be awesommeeee (high pitched tone) !

Yep I'm decided to lies to all my friends that I'm not feeling well and shut off my bb for like all noon. This saturday nite seems so rite to just laying arround on bed and watching how i met ur mother dvd,marathon! And it goes so great! I'm having a good, no i mean great laughs all day. It's been a while i'm not doing this kind of stuff. In fact, the last time I'm doing dvd marathon was in ippdig and it's how I met ur mother too. How i miss those time. It's great to having a great laughs with bunch of good friends and boyfriends who even doesn't understand what so funny bout the show, yep i know what he is thinking??? hahahaha no offends! It's kinda remind me of my other great time having dvd marathon with my housemate. We have ugly betty back than. As i remember, if we watch it with loved ones, even it wasn't that funny, u still laugh it out loud and u memorize it was a very very funny moment hahahahaha. Shit man. I miss my far away from home free time! Back then, when I have no mood for leaving my room even my bed all day, friends or my boyfriend would come along. So I don't have have to make some effort to socialize with people. Now? Geez, jkt people it's all bout hanging out at 'up2date' places and I'm not into that. Yeah maybe it's fine for sometimes but not all the time when u need to catch up with friends. Why they can just stays at any cozy home and watching dvd together while cathcing up love lives??? Yes,i miss u cecilia patricia oentario, febby babyrose ! :'(

Other than that, this saturday nite was legend..wait for it..dary!!
(hahaha i got barney stinson syndrome all over again)
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today i am singing a long to our favorite song, with him hihihihi

finally! quality time with my long-lost boyfriend.. yay!
happy happy happy :) can't stop smiling..
and yes i've been falling all over again :)

If I don't mind,u don't mind cos I don't shine and u don't shine
Before u speak,can u read my mind??


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I think separation is ok.
You are my star to guide me anyway.
You only want me to play.
How fool play by your rule.


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i am a fool.
i'm just a fool who cry all the times cos cry is the only thing i can do.
i'm just a childish fool.

why?
why can i just think like him?
why can he be a fool like me?
why this is becoming so hard for me?
am i that fool?
o yeah I forgot,i have no brain,i only have my tears..
so would he accept my brainless tears?or he want to change me to be a tough girl that i would never thought i will be..

i know i am a childish cry baby kind of girl.
but is it cry make me not tough?
is it cry make me brainless?
i wanna cry everytime i feel want to cry and i hope u'll understand that and start doing something that make me smile..
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Heemm enjoying my guilty pleasure..
i miss a late nite warm sweet tea :)

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baru nonton marley and me

yep emang gw basi bgt. tapi untung gw ntnnya sendirian di kmr.

gw super nangis! gw ga akan mau ntn soal hewan peliharaan yg akhirnya mati.. sedih bgt men!!

gw nangisnya lebay bgt lg..hahahaha untung ga ada org yg liat 

gw jadi sayang ama siro! siro jgn mati dulu ya plis, gw uda sedih bgt wally mati :'(

Yep gw resmi kangen bandung..

Kangen flashy dan isinya
Kangen kos kania
Kangen tidur siang bareng pacar
Kangen pacaran di sore hari
Kangen makan di tengah malam
Kangen jamur di lapmir
Kangen daun sesat dimana-mana

Ya ya ya emg dosa smua yg gw kangenin..damn.
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thinking of you

when i thinking of you

i can hear you calling

to the end of morning . .

don't leave out in the cold

 cause i see better days and getaways 

when i thinking of you . .

i found this and that

www.weshallsee.co.uk

hemm interesting

and..

www.monster-munch.com

i love the typography section !
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wally mati huhuhuhu :'((

smoga wally mendpt tmpt yg lbh baik disana :'(

wallyyyyy i'm sorry if i'm not threated u well while u're alive
i love u wally !
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rocked dog of mine

When i'm going out dinner with my bestfriend,i found this :)



Hey people,come by to alun-alun grand indonesia and buy this 'lonely' rockin-dog ! Hihi



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tanda tanya

kerja atau langsung s2?

kerja apa?

dimana?

mulai dari mana?

mau ampe kapan?

s2 apa?

dimana?

apa aja yg harus diurus?

apa yg dilakuin pertama kali? 

gimana dong? 

harus ngapain?

konsultasi ama siapa?

les ielts dr skrg aja apa? 

buat apa tapi ya kl ga jd s2?

les bahasa belanda aja apa?

tp emg pasti di belanda?

ga jelas bgt si woii. eek.

tai ni subuh2 gini kepikiran kaya gini. dan baru mikir skrg. eek.

mourned for the loss of the greatest pakde

this morning i got a bad news that my beloved pakde is past away

definitely a shock 

he's very kind, no doubt about that

he's the kind of person who always smiling and make others smile too

he's always asking about everyone

he's the one person who always care about family

he's never complaining 

he's always call my house just to check how's my family doing

he is definitely a warm hearted person

his favourite drink is wine, and his favourite food is soes merdeka

so everytime i go back to jkt from bdg, he always want me to bring him that cake

and my heart suddenly hurt..

thinking that he'll not be and never be around anymore

i can't believe that last year was the last christmas and lebaran with him

i can't believe that friday was the last day i saw him

but i believe that u'll find a peacefull happiness up there with God

so goodbye pakde..

i know God has plan for everyone of us

be strong bude !

we will look after you..

i'll miss u fammina rismaya :)

happy farewell my dearest licik..

Hope u find happiness in german 

but not much as u find it here in indonesia :) 

be strong! We'll meet again soon..

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let me introduce u to my new friend..

w a l l y !

(let's pray he stay alive)

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"good memories always come unexpected, that's why it memorable.."

and it perfectly captured in this photo :')

Hey !
i am testing this thing first just to make sure :)
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i found this interesting site while i'm browsing 

(yeah that's all i do all day long rite now)

www.100abandonedhouses.com

cool idea.interesting objects

entering may, i got a new nickname from him

suddenly he write 'missboneetaer'... so from now on, call me bone-eater *giggles

i miss u mr. krek who i love  *smiling with eyes

  (btw short strory behind this new nickname, gw suka nungguin dia selese mkn ayam buat gw abisin tulang rawannya hihihihi 

dan gw skrg kangen bgt makan pagi,siang,malem dan tengah malem ama pacall)

n o w

hai.

yeah i know it was a long time ago when i last post sumthing in my blog.

now i'm..

1. graduated with pretty good 'numbers'

2. already 10 months with my bf and celebrate it by going to batu karas (it was my first time) with our very small group of great friends (yeah it is fun!i would do it over and over again)

3. moving back to my home in jkt (it sucks)

4. leaving all my friends,great friends,good friends,bestfriends and bf in bandung (tears coming out) btw it's only one day,and i'm already missing every single spot in bdg :'(

5. i miss having breakfast,lunch and dinner and also late nite dinner with my boyfriend slash bestfriend :) i miss u mr. krek! (i will talk about it later ok)

6. i have a rabbit, i called him wally (but i think in 1 month he will die haha). he very very cute!

7. my parents along with my brothers already meet my bf mom and the weirdest part is my mom and his mom is having cheek to cheek kisses (yaiikkks)

8. my brother, aldy already having a surgery and it went very well and btw i think he finally have a girlfriend, not that serious kind of relationship but it's fine..we'll see..

9. jobless

10. broke

11. mellow

12. mental breakdown . sorry but i'm in a low mental situation cos i'm not living free in bdg :'(

13. i have no plan about my own future

14. pimples all over my face cos of unknown stressed out (help me!)

15. i really miss bandung!!!!!!! (miss the good memories even the worst one) aarrrgggghhhh!