May 27, 2012

is it?








"This just might hurt a little.
Love hurts sometimes when you do it right.
Don't be afraid of a little bit of pain, 
pleasure is on the other side."

Save Room by John Legend











May 19, 2012

should i swim along?





i have this really strange feeling. about me. about you. about us.

and the ironic thing is i'm having a serious issue about sharing deep emotion to anyone. somehow i can't do it. i lost words and avoiding it. saying "it's nothing" to my own mind. i can't stop thinking. because we both are leo, born with the same month. 
do you feel this too? do you avoiding sharing a deep emotion too?

i saw this movie. about how people close to each other, seeing each other everyday but the fact is they don't understand each other. and suddenly i kinda feel that way about us. somehow it feels related to what we had now.

is it true that romance only exist in movie? is it true love just something that some poet or writer made up? is it true couple only need commitment to get through? if one of them make a mistake and break the commitment so what should be the reason for them to stay together? if the reason is love, what kind of love?

i admit that i'm the person who always hide inside the comfort zone. am i only afraid loosing my comfort zone? am i only to scare to be alone? if yes, is it wrong?

it feels like all of this is sinking into an unknown object. i still questioning it, wheter i should scream histerically asking for help or should i silently saving myself or should i swim along?





twenty-five and yearning for a ticket out






from 2006, i keep turning back listening to their music.







it's like seeing a sunlight slightly through your window and suddenly for no reason you feel warm 
and you smile :)













today midnite movie:
6 years in love










exactly.








May 13, 2012

in love






i'm in love with the girl on my desktop.






who is she?













today midnite movie :
71-Into The Fire






warning. tears will be coming out.


btw my brother bought me this dvd cause he knows how i love TOP these days. how sweet :)))








May 9, 2012

maybe






celebrating the month of MAY-be,






dreaming of crap like this.
xx