a conversation

friend : just follow your heart. it's the right thing to do.
rir : i can't.
friend : why?
rir : because he broke my heart.


(silence)

If you're lost and feel alone
Circumnavigate the globe
All you ever have to hope for two

And the way you seem to float
Circumnavigate in hope
And they seem to lose control
With you

Everyone of us is hurt
And everyone of us is scarred
Everyone of us is scared
Not you

Your eyes closed 
Your head hurts
Your eyes feel so low

Everyone of us is scared
Everyone of us is hurt
Everyone of us has hope

For you

For You by Coldplay

( It's an old song from unreleased album. But it's one of my favourite coldplay song. )

new hair. new heart. brighter day.

so today i decided to cut my hair short.

oh i feel so fresh and clean :)))

God bless me and my new short hair.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
And I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go 
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
You didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know

Somebody...

Somebody that i used to know by Gotye feat. Kimbra

nineties music is totally rad

i used to looooovvvvveeee this song.

and still do.

i love hole!

welcome home bee

it was my grandpa car long long year ago.

my dad being working on this car from last year.

finally it's finish and came home safe :)

i called it,

SWEET BEE.

♥♥♥

happy wedding gea & mas adi

i don't believe people like gea is getting married this fast hahahaha

we all love aliyah ♥

on our way home from covent garden, london. december 2011

i miss you so much now, al :*

ignore the mess

and feel the warmth that appear from the photo above

:)

Roses are red, Violets are blue. Faces like yours, Belong in the zoo.
Don't be mad, I'll be there too. Not in the cage. But laughing at you.

:)))

i hate it when you told that your relationship is in the middle of a big storm
and immediately your friends like 'helping' you with finding you a new one
or told you that they had a feeling that we're not belong to each other.




hey, it is not helping! at all!

greetings from the freaks.

we are the dumb-asses.

:)))

today midnight movie :

2 days in paris

..........

love.

it seems like it's the nicest thing in the world that could happend to you,

but in the end it screwed you no mather what.

i told ejaja. he is the only one who's not blaming or judging anyone.
also he's the only one who's fall asleep while i'm in the middle of crying. crap.
boys will be boys.


but still he is the right person i need to talk to.


he is right. i need my time to think, far from him.
he said all my decision i make now is an explosion of emotions and it's normal,
but it's not fair for both of us.


thank you. you've been such a good friend :)

wedding of GHOST ♥

happy wedding koh agla ♥ neng yesi

after 9 years dating, they're finally put a ring on. i'm so happy for you both :* 

i wish you both a rollercoaster fun ride full of love.

( 11 maret 2012. xex karaoke, dago. this photo taken on their wedding after party right away 

after their wedding reception. we had a crrrrrrazy drunk karaoke night. nothing but fun with loved ones )

now i think separation is okay

you're no star to guide me anyway

you only want me to play

how fool play by your rule

....

now i can sing this song really loud. what a relief. 

God is good;

oh where are you or it's too cliche to find a real friend?

or or or maybe i'm just wayyyy over selfish to have a real one.

I KNOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT, NOTHING CHANGE.

I'M STILL SOMEONE GIRLFRIEND, SOMEONE DAUGHTER, SOMEONE FRIEND.

BUT GUESS WHAT, PEOPLE CHANGE EVENTHOUGH THEY SAY THEY'RE NOT.

BOOYA!!