i told ejaja. he is the only one who's not blaming or judging anyone.
also he's the only one who's fall asleep while i'm in the middle of crying. crap.
boys will be boys.


but still he is the right person i need to talk to.


he is right. i need my time to think, far from him.
he said all my decision i make now is an explosion of emotions and it's normal,
but it's not fair for both of us.


thank you. you've been such a good friend :)